Shooting for the Moon: Chapter 1 Disclaimer: I do not claim ownership of Sailor Moon or anything that comprises it. This is a non-profit story written solely for my own enjoyment and that of anyone who wishes to read it. The story and original characters are mine. Please don't use them without permission. Story notes: This is *not* the start of the story! I recommend that you read the prologue (Chapter 0) first, as it both links this story with the first one, Fallen Stars, and sets up this new story properly. *** Shooting for the Moon - A Sailor Moon Fan-Fiction by Nutzoide - Chapter 1: Back to Normal? Settling In is Hard to Do. Mizuno Katsura had, in truth, already long lost hope that her daughter would ever return home again. She could tell herself whatever she wanted, and she could write all the notes in the world, and every night she would come home to the same empty apartment, knowing full well that the note would still be lying there unread. She was a modern, practical and realistic woman. So practical that her medical work had always come before her family. Her husband had left them because she was so inflexible, and her daughter had never come to her when she had needed help. Ami's books had always been so much more reliable than a mother who wasn't there. But Katsura had always worked her hardest to further her career; healing as many people as she could, showing that a woman could be successful in Japan back when that was still so unusual, and earning the money that kept her and her daughter from wanting anything. But what good was it now? All the jewellery in the world would not bring her daughter back to her. If Ami had run away, it was precisely because - deep inside - she had hated living like that. And if the newspapers and her gossiping neighbours were right, if her daughter had been caught in one of the Sailor Senshi's battles... But Katsura indulged her meagre and irrational hopes. It was a mother's privilege, she told herself, to believe that her child was somewhere safe, and that one day she might come back home. Every day the walk back up the stairs of the condominium to their apartment seemed to get a few steps longer, but any thoughts like that ended up being pushed to the back of her mind. For over a month now she had forced herself to stay occupied and think of other things, throwing everything she had behind her work at the hospital. She worked the extra late shifts and took on extra patients, if only to give herself something that would fill what little free time she had. She felt the worried stares of her co-workers on her back every day, either wondering when she might cave in or hoping that she would go easier on herself. But then, she loved her work. It kept her going, and reassured her that she was still needed somewhere now that home felt so empty. But this time home was not empty. Katsura's key refused to turn in the lock. The middle aged doctor suddenly felt her fingers trembling as her nightly routine ground to a halt. Reaching out, almost scared of what she was doing, she took the doorknob in her hand and twisted. It turned freely, and the door swung open. Her eyes no longer felt so prickly and fatigued behind her glasses as she scanned the entrance hall. Ami's shoes sat neatly by the step, and a large tied bag sat by the hall cupboard. Katsura could barely bring herself to believe it as a euphoric sense of relief exploded inside her, bringing tears of the utmost joy to her eyes. "Ami!" She let her handbag fall as she dashed to her daughter's room and there, her cheeks stained with tears as she slept, was Ami. It was all Katsura could do to stop herself from hauling her daughter into her arms, but she forced herself to settle for just kneeling by her child's bed and taking one of Ami's hands in her own. "Thank God," Katsura whispered as the tears poured down her cheeks. She couldn't even begin to think what her daughter had been through these last months, but the sight of Ami's own tearstained face was more worry than she could cope with right then. Still, as careful as she had been, Ami's sleep had not been heavy, and the touch of her mother's hands was enough to stir her from her restless dreams. "Huh..?" she murmured as the world came back into focus, wondering where she was and why the ground was so soft. Then she saw her mother's face hovering over her, and it all came flooding back. "M-mother..." Katsura smiled through her freely flowing tears and clutched her daughter to her as Ami began to sob as well. "Where have you been?" Katsura said, "Why couldn't you at least call me?" Ami just shook her head as she cried into her mother's shoulder. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry Mother!" That only confused Katsura further, but what anger she felt at Ami's disappearance was replaced with concern for her wellbeing as the girl broke down in her arms. "Ami, please tell me what happened. Are you alright?" Ami sniffed and nodded, feeling herself smile in spite of her guilt. "I'm okay. I'm good Mother. I'm so sorry. I didn't run away. I never wanted to leave." Katsura nodded, and she was beaming as she pulled her daughter away from her. "I'm glad. Are... are the other girls safe as well?" Ami nodded again, and wiped at her eyes. "Yes. We're all okay now. It's over." Katsura let out a sigh of relief at hearing that. If Ami thought it was over then whatever happened wouldn't be happening again. And it was good that Ami's friends were safe. They had been a godsend in being there for her, and Katsura liked them, even if they were rather frivolous. She knew that the ones who had been spared her daughter's fate had suffered greatly when Ami and the other girls had vanished. "Ami," she pushed gently, not wanting to go too far when Ami had only just come back to her, "can you tell me what happened to you?" Ami hesitated, and that worried her. Ami was a terrible liar, but she couldn't really blame her for wanting to avoid saying things now. For as much as Katsura cared about her, especially since Ami's father had left, the two of them had never been a close family. As long as she understood that whatever it was, Ami could tell her about it, then Katsura would be satisfied. She had not spent nearly as much time with her daughter as she knew she should have, but she did know that Ami was trustworthy. For her part Ami wanted nothing more that to pour out her soul. To lay down everything she had done and everything that had happened, and then she could live with the consequences, knowing that her conscience was clear. But that would mean telling her mother *everything*. About the years she had spent lying in order to be Sailor Mercury, so that she could put herself in harm's way, even if it was for a good cause. And, if her mother knew the truth about Sailor Mercury, it would put them both in danger. If that happened her mother could be used against them if their next enemy ever found out. "There was a battle," Ami finally said. "The Sailor Senshi were fighting this bird woman, and we couldn't get out of the way in time when she attacked us. The Sailor Senshi saved us, but the attack... I know it sounds crazy, but it sent us to a different place. Another dimension I think. We have spent all this time trying to get back." It was a simple half truth, but one that would satisfy, and one that they had all agreed on back in Seiji. The less they had to make up the better, and hopefully people wouldn't ask too many questions. "I never wanted to make you think those things," she finished, giving her mother the crumpled note and feeling herself tear up again as she began to cry out the last of her pent up energy. "I love you Mother." Katsura smiled and drew her in again for another, more comforting hug. "I know Ami. I love you too. I'm glad you're home. And when you want to talk, I'll listen this time. I promise." *** Naturally, it was only a matter of time before Usagi well and truly ambushed her wayward friends. Not only had they caused her so much grief for disappearing like that, but they had the cheek to come back with stories of a great fantasy adventure that she had missed out on. It was enough to infuriate her! Or rather, it would have been if she had not been so giddy at the thought of finally seeing them all again. She giggled to herself, and it was only the fact that her arm was wrapped around her fiance's that stopped her from breaking into a run. She had actually been getting used to the idea that her best friends were gone, and then Makoto had phoned her out of the blue. And in the middle of the night too! She had almost fainted from the shock! Well, it might have been tiredness, but she was pretty sure it was shock. Of course, she hadn't been able to sleep a wink from then on, as the bags under Mamoru's eyes could testify to. Still, he was as glad as Usagi that their companions had somehow managed to return. It was worth it just to have Usagi so excited once again, but that wasn't the only reason. His was a different peer group altogether, but they were good girls and he liked their company a great deal. So it was that he was the first to start running to the Crown fruit parlour, and Usagi let her meagre self restraint go to the wind, laughing giddily all the way. She couldn't remember the last time she had felt like that. At least not since Mamoru had finally proposed properly to her, and her father had, reluctantly, allowed her to move in with him. The Tsukino patriarch had been hoping that actually living together would show them both just how hard it would be for a couple like them, but both Mamoru and Usagi had adapted to it with gusto, even if it was not always easy. With the promise of wedding bells some time in the near future and having her closest friends returned to her... As soon as it had all sunk in Usagi had found herself firmly seated on cloud nine, and Mamoru was happy to be carried along for the ride. With the pair of them laughing as they ran arm in arm down the street, Usagi's blonde dumpling-tails streaming out behind her, they were not a hard target for the others to spot as they loitered outside the Crown, their old meeting place. In fact, as they all waved and shouted their greetings the four of them began to worry that Usagi would end up running them all down like a blue eyed bowling ball. Thankfully for them Usagi had already run out of puff by the time she got to them, the practice she still got from running to college obviously not having helped her stamina. "Usagi-chan," they all said as Usagi, sucked in almighty breath. "Everyone!" And, being Usagi, that moment couldn't last without her throwing herself at them and bawling her eyes out! They were just simple, happy tears and not the childish fountains of her junior high years, but Rei rolled her eyes all the same as her friend cried into her clothing. "For goodness sake Usagi-chan!" Rei exclaimed, even as she returned the embrace. "You're making a scene." "Meanie," Usagi retorted, before letting her go. "I don't care. I missed you." Rei nodded and let go as Usagi went to mob the others. "We missed you too dumpling-head." As Usagi and Minako crushed each other, looking for all the world like long lost twins as they rejoiced in synch, Mamoru and Ami smiled at each other before sharing a hug of their own. "I'm glad you made it back okay," he said with a smile. Ami nodded as they broke apart, feeling very glad to be home. "Thank you for taking care of her, Mamoru-kun." Makoto followed Ami's lead and wrapped her arms around him. "Heh heh, yeah, I bet she put you through hell because of this." Mamoru just shrugged, happy not to think about it now. "Something like that." Once no-one had been left out Usagi took both Mamoru and Minako's hands and dragged them up the short flight of stairs and into the Crown's fruit parlour. "Now you have to tell me everything! What was the food like there? Did they have any cute boys?" Behind them Rei, Ami and Makoto laughed as Mamoru sighed. "I'm right here Usagi. And I have to get to work soon." "Aww," Usagi pouted as she pushed him into the booth, "Just one drink? Don't you want to hear everything?" Mamoru sighed. "Of course I'm interested, but I have work, and if you're going to be serious then Luna and Artemis should hear this too, shouldn't they?" In return Usagi grinned and put her bag on the table. "Hee hee, I thought of that." Then, as she flipped open the top, two rather seasick looking felines poked their heads out, very glad for the fresh air. "I thought I was going to die..." Artemis whispered while Luna just tried very hard to compose herself. "Luna!" "Artemis!" "I'm glad you're all safe," Luna whispered to them, making very sure that no-one noticed the fact that two cats in a handbag had just been deposited on a restaurant table. "Meow!" Artemis agreed, already into his housecat act, borne of long experience of being draped over Minako's shoulder in public. "I missed you Artemis!" Minako beamed, eagerly petting him. "And Daddy tells me you moved in with Luna while I was away, how naughty!" The pair of them flushed brightly, which was quite a feat under all their fur. "Wha..!!" Luna exclaimed, before she remembered where she was and settled for giving Minako an indignant 'It wasn't like that!' look. "So come on, come on," Usagi wheedled. "I want to hear everything!" Of course, she had not let Makoto off lightly the night before and already had some idea of what had happened to them all. Still, hearing it from them all properly, even if it was the 'cover version' as Makoto had called it, would be far better than a midnight phone call. "Everything, hmm?" Minako grinned, giving the two girls on her right a crafty, slanted look. "Everything like... a little love affair?" Usagi's jaw dropped, and Makoto could have sworn that the girl's eyes were bulging a little more than was healthy. "Umm, I was hoping to be a bit more tactful that than Mina-chan..." "You're kidding!" Usagi cried, feigning a sniff. "And I wasn't there to sneak out all the juicy information?" Minako nodded in sympathy that was far too theatrical to be in the least bit honest. "That's what I said. Mmm-hmm." "But you *were* there!" Usagi sighed before the energy returned to her eyes. Eyes which latched firmly onto Makoto. "So come on, who is he?" Then she actually thought about it for a moment. "Or... who was he? Did you have to break up when you came home? Oh Mako-chan, to have such a tragic relationship!" "Oi, oi," Rei said, her un-amused gaze just as deadpan as her voice. "I'm right here you know." That stopped Usagi's wistful theatrics dead, and her eyes darted back and forth between the two of them. Makoto sighed, practically able to see the question marks pop into existence over Usagi's head. "Rei, I didn't actually tell her about that last night." "Oh?" She was surprised that it hadn't been one of the first things Makoto would have told Usagi. Then again, Makoto had been somewhat reluctant to tell the others back in Seiji as well. She just shrugged and smiled happily, leaning into Makoto's arm. "Well, there you have it." "Well," Mamoru said, rather bemused as Makoto blushed quietly to herself, "that's a turn up for the books. You never said you were... both ways inclined Rei-chan." "Woooow," Usagi boggled. "All that time with Haruka-san; her cool style must be catching!" "Oh don't be so stupid!" Rei replied, nipping that idea in the bud. "I just never thought about it before." 'Not much anyway,' she added to herself. But, while Usagi might have missed it, her silly observation had caused Ami's smile to slip slightly as she looked at her menu. "Anyway," Rei added, smartly changing the subject, "it was hard for me in that place, and Makoto was very good to me." "So casually..." Usagi said, noticing the way Rei said her name. "You're not kidding, are you?" The two of them just shook their heads, and Rei leaned up to give Makoto a quick peck, just to prove it. Usagi grinned at the way Makoto blushed. It was just too sweet. "So how did she tell you?" Usagi asked, eager for the gossip. "What was your first date like?" "Actually," Rei said, jumping the gun before Makoto could answer. She had to set the story straight after all. "It was Mako who told me." "Wha- really? What part of her is like your sempai then?" Usagi asked, not altogether joking. That had always been a driving force in Makoto's crushes after all. For her part Makoto chuckled and gave a shrug. "I'm still trying to work that out! It just sort of happened." Her voice softened as she admitted it. "It scared me actually. I mean, it's not exactly normal." "But it still happened," Ami spoke up, defending Makoto from herself. "And you still told her, so it all worked out for the best, right?" Makoto sighed, a smile firmly fixed on her face as she took Rei's hand in her own beneath the table. "Yeah. It did. Definitely for the best." "And the date?" Usagi pushed. Both Makoto and Rei opened their mouths, but blinked as they didn't actually find the answer. "You know," Makoto finally said, "I don't think we've actually had a proper date yet." Rei nodded. "Well, that day at the tower didn't really count I guess, thanks to Desir." Usagi looked both riveted and confused in equal measure. Which was to say: a great deal of both. "Desir? What's that? You haven't even dated yet? How does that work?" Makoto smiled sheepishly. "Well, it was all rather complicated, and like I said, it was kind of weird for both of us." Rei nodded with a mock-serious air. "Uh-huh. She decided she was suddenly in love with someone she'd known for years, and I was trying hard not to got nuts at the same time as I was realising I liked it." "Oh, and we were overthrowing a kingdom at the same time, don't forget that," Minako added. Ami nodded. "And we were learning how to use dangerous magic. And trying not to get caught by soldiers all the time." "Getting arrested..." Makoto added to the list, her eyes drifting upward as she tried to pull together all the relevant bullet points. "becoming outlaws..." Mamoru had to laugh. "And I thought *our* courtship was awkward!" he said, giving Usagi an amused look. "Having to deal with your father doesn't seem quite so bad after hearing about that." Usagi swatted at his arm playfully. "Don't be mean. He'll come around eventually." "Exactly," Minako said with her trademark enthusiasm. "He let you get engaged after all. That's half the wedding won!" Then, spotting the waitress as she emerged from the kitchens, this time not loaded down with orders, Usagi gave her a call. "Unazuki-san! Over here!" "Ah, everyone, you're back!" Unazuki said as she got to them. In the years since they had first started coming to the Crown Unazuki had grown into a good looking young lady who filled out her uniform very well. As such it was no wonder that she still worked there; she got great tips. No doubt she and her brother would properly take over the business from their parents soon. "I saw it on the news. I thought I'd lost my good customers! What happened to you all?" "That's a long story," Ami replied with a tired smile, wondering just how many times the five of them were going to have to tell it. Thankfully though their long time supplier of ice cream parfaits was all too willing to settle for that and gave them all a smile. "Don't worry, I'm sure the newspapers will keep me up to date when they catch you! So, just this one time I'll give you my 'long time customer welcome back special discount'!" "Which you just made up," Rei said with a grin. "Of course," Unazuki replied with a wink. "Even before you left you haven't been coming as often as you used to. I need to keep Usagi-chan here!" Mamoru feigned a grieving look, making sure that Usagi noticed. "Alas, poor wallet, I knew him well." The effect was somewhat lost on his betrothed since he actually quoted the line in English, but she got the gist of it from the way Rei, Ami and Minako laughed. For her part Makoto, whose English was even worse than Usagi's these days, just leaned across the table to commiserate with her. At least she could stand up for her friend in such times of strife. "Usagi-chan, be strong. Such foreign words can only be met with ice cream retaliation." "Yes," Usagi nodded, taking Makoto's hand as if she was a long surviving war-buddy. "Just for that, I have no choice." She smiled up at Unazuki. "One double fudge parfait with extra cherries please. Two spoons." Mamoru really did give a sigh for his wallet this time. That particular confection was in the Crown's top bracket of ice creams. "Um, Furuhata-san, how much is that discount?" Unazuki grinned and chose to play along with Usagi, her eyes wandering up as she mused on the question. "Hmm, how much indeed. It can't be too much, and yet Usagi-chan is such a good customer..." Then she giggled and let the man off the hook. "For you, twenty five percent. Just don't tell anyone. I have an image to keep up." It was only as Unazuki headed back to the kitchen that Makoto realised Usagi was still holding her hand across the table. "Usagi- chan? I'm going to need that back some day, you know?" Then she saw the tears that were once again forming in her friend's eyes. "Usagi- chan..." "I've missed you guys," Usagi sniffed, burying her head against Makoto's hand. "You were gone for so long, I didn't think you were ever coming back." The rest of them could hardly stay dry eyed at that either. It had been such a long time since they could just play around together. "There there, Usagi-chan, it's the same for us too," Makoto soothed as her hand was held, and beside her Rei huffed with false annoyance as she tried to force back those infectious, burgeoning tears. "Stop it already, dumpling-head. People are staring at us." Not that any of them actually cared. Having their own little group back together again was all that mattered. Mamoru had only just managed to get her presentable again by the time their orders came, but Unazuki was still worried enough to ask what was wrong. "Nothing," Usagi replied with a huge, damp-cheeked smile, and she stuck a spoonful of her sickly sweet ice cream in her mouth. "It's good!" "It's always good!" Unazuki smiled back before leaving them to it. As they started in on their sweets Mamoru cast an eye over Ami as she nursed her simple drink. She was usually the quietest of them unless it came to their studies, but she had still been uncharacteristically withdrawn while the others had gushed over each other. "Are you alright Ami-chan? You seem..." He found himself searching for the appropriate word, but one that wouldn't put her on the spot. She was, after all, easily embarrassed, but whatever it was had obviously played on her mind. "You seem tired." Ami looked over in surprise before giving him a grateful smile. "Thank you Mamoru-kun. I'm okay. It is just... dimensional jet-lag. I didn't sleep very well when I got back." "Oh?" said Makoto suddenly concerned. She was suffering from the same thing after her late night call with Usagi, but she didn't really feel that bad from it. At least not yet. "What's wrong?" she asked, before realising that one of the possible answers wasn't something that they should talk about. "Is... your Mother okay? You could go home, couldn't you?" Ami nodded, thankful for all the concern they were showing. "Yes, it was all fine. But she came home very late, and we cried a lot. I really made a lot of trouble for her." Minako nodded in sympathy. "Same here. Mama was furious that I'd been gone for so long. It was a good thing that I called to tell her beforehand, and she had cooled off by the time I actually got home. Mostly anyway. Daddy may be useless, but he can talk to her when she's like that." "And it's not like you did it on purpose," Makoto added. "Mizuno- sensei would understand." And it was true. Her mother had been very understanding. "Yes. It was silly, but we both just needed to have a proper cry! What about you Mako-chan? Was your apartment okay?" Rei looked up at her girlfriend, feeling slightly guilty that the question had not already come from her. She hadn't even considered that Makoto might have had a problem with that. "Yeah, it was all okay," Makoto replied. "I still have to dust like crazy, but they haven't cut off my utilities or anything. I also checked with the noodle shop, and Matsubashi-san is willing to take me back as well. He was so convinced I'd come back he didn't even get a replacement for me! It was amazing!" "That's great Mako-chan," Usagi exclaimed. "What about school? They'll let you go back, right?" That one caused her to stumble a little. "Uhh, I haven't actually checked with them yet. I was... going to do that this afternoon. I haven't had time, because I slept kinda late!" "I'm sure you will be fine Mako-chan," Rei assured her, but inside she was determined to find out just why Makoto had been caught short by that. It had been impossible to miss. Makoto was second only to Ami in being unable to lie convincingly, and it was a close second at that. "Mind you, I bet Ami-chan already has a list of all the things she had to cram. There isn't much time left!" All eyes fell on Ami then as the girl turned bright red. "Th-that isn't true Rei-chan. I just... don't want to be..." It was futile, and she knew it. "Yes. I did," she said, trying to make herself as small as possible before she combusted under their gaze. "Timetables and everything?" Minako added with a cheeky grin. Ami gave an almost imperceptible nod. "Hee hee, it's okay Ami-chan," Usagi said, patting her on the shoulder. "At least you won't have to do re-takes or anything." "Which reminds me," Mamoru interrupted, filling Usagi with fear, "if you have time Ami-chan, could you organise a few cram session with Usagi?" "I didn't skip that many classes," Usagi said, suddenly feeling blue. "I was grieving." "But we still want you to pass your exams too," Mamoru said, stroking her cheek affectionately. "And now everyone's back. You crammed amazingly well to get into college, it would be a shame to break that winning streak now." Ami nodded in agreement. "I'll see what I can do Mamoru-kun, Usagi-chan." "You'll be there too right Rei-chan? Mako-chan?" Usagi all but pleaded, her ice cream spoon in her mouth. "Just like old times, all cramming together?" Again Makoto shifted uncomfortably at the mention of it, but Rei nodded. "Sure. I don't know how much I've missed, but with my luck it'll be too much!" It was then that Makoto, glancing out of the window, realised just how much attention their rather conspicuous reunion had gathered. "Umm, guys, you know we always have a window booth? That might not be such a good idea next time." The others all followed her gaze to see that, as Makoto had said, they had actually gathered a small crowd. Not only that, there was a man who looked suspiciously like a reporter making his way towards them with 'front page news' practically written across his forehead. "Uh oh," Rei said, "maybe we aught to go." "How can all these people care about us having ice cream?" Makoto asked. "Your disappearance did make the national news," Mamoru replied seriously. "Sailor Senshi related casualties do that." Even though they were attracting the least number of stares Usagi was quick to hide the cats under the table. "Sorry Luna. Aww, this isn't fair, I haven't finished my parfait." Minako on the other hand had a gleam in her eyes. "Wait. Don't you get it? This is a big scoop. A *big* scoop! Leave it to me." When the reporter got into the restaurant he barely had the chance to introduce himself and ask whether they were the missing girls before Minako got to work. "Yes, that's us. And I bet you're just dying to hear about that, first reporter on the scene and all." The man just smiled broadly. "If you would be so kind." "Well," Minako beamed back, "I'm afraid you'll have to talk to my agent. We have to do this properly after all." The reporter looked at her, lost for words, before his smile returned, if a little brokenly. "Could you at least say whether the missing Sailor Senshi have returned as well? Did they rescue you?" Minako gave him a cunning grin. "That's why we have to do this properly, wouldn't you agree?" The reporter sighed and nodded. She knew what she was doing, and she had no doubt advised her friends to stay quiet as well. "Very well Aino-san. I will let you choose the time, place, and terms, and my magazine won't hassle your friends either. In return, just remember my name," he said, passing her his card. If the direct approach didn't work, maybe good will would get him his exclusive. Simply being able to report their return would be news enough for now. Minako tucked the card into her purse without even looking at it and gave him a wave as he left. "How good of you. Take care now." Mamoru watched him go, more than a little wary about what his appearance signified. "It looks like you are going to attract a fair bit of attention, for now at least." "Don't worry about it," Minako dismissed, getting out her phone. "Just don't talk to them and leave everything to me. We might even get some nice spending money out of this." While the others weren't nearly has happy with the idea of talking to the press - they never had done in the past, no matter how much those people wanted to talk to the Sailor Senshi - they all liked the idea of getting a little something for their troubles, though for very different reasons. "Mikiyo-san, it's Minako... Aww, I didn't know you cared about the smallest name on your list. Yes, I'm okay, I got back last night... I know, I should have called you, but it was gone midnight! ... Yes, that's the reason I'm calling, can you handle something for us?" *** It had taken a little time, but the six of them had finally made their escape, leaving just their parfait glasses and a small crowd of inquisitive passers by in their wake. They should have expected it really, but the attention had felt very strange, even for Minako. It wasn't even like they had done anything worthy of the attention this time, at least not in Japan. Ami had likened it to being a goldfish in a bowl. Mamoru finally said his farewells as he headed off to work, probably having to apologise for being so late when he got there, but Usagi wasn't about to let her friends off so easily. She had spent the morning making something for them, and wanted to play hostess and talk until they lost their voices. It was a surprise when Rei begged off but, after much cajoling, she had been clear. There was time for fun later. She still had things to sort out, and living at the shrine meant that she started work as soon as she was ready. It was the perfect excuse for Makoto. "Maybe I should go with you, I guess I've still got too much to do too. And someone needs to make sure you don't work too hard." Usagi and Minako had wanted to argue, but they both caught a sly gleam in their eyes. That was a much better idea. Rei and Makoto, making excuses to leave together? Though the blonde pair made a drama out of it they finally acquiesced, and let the two of them go with a wink while they and Ami, smiling diplomatically, headed for Usagi and Mamoru's flat. Rei sighed as she and Makoto walked in the opposite direction. "Thanks for the help," Rei said, giving Makoto a knowing look as they made for Rei's college, "but you know they're going to be thinking all sorts of things now." Makoto smiled guiltily, "Well, Ami-chan can keep them under control. I just didn't get a chance to talk to you before. How did it go, with Grandpa and everything?" Rei realised what Makoto meant, and smiled to herself. Makoto had been worrying about that? That fuzzy feeling in her chest returned and she took Makoto's hand as they walked, suddenly far less concerned about how it would look. "He didn't say much of anything really. I don't even know if he understood any of it, but he said as long as I had done my best, then that was good enough. I could tell he hated the idea of me..." Her hold on Makoto's hand tightened a little, "... doing what I did to those soldiers, but he didn't say anything." She found herself smiling through the painful and guilt-laced memories. "It's weird. He's always so stupid and irresponsible, but he's really great when it matters. If he hadn't been like that I don't know what I'd have done." "You'd have come to me, I hope," Makoto said, looking hopeful as she sounded. Rei didn't understand why her feelings had grown for Makoto, but that look was part of it. That hopeful look was both confident and vulnerable at the same time, and didn't fail to bring a smile to her face. "Hee hee, maybe I would." Makoto nodded, glad that Rei was in higher spirits. "So, what do you have to do? I hope you don't want me to help dust that apartment of yours," Rei said with a wink. Then an idea struck her. One that would answer two questions in one go. "Actually, why don't we go to your college first? It's not that far from here is it? We can catch the bus to mine later." "Actually," Makoto replied, sounding nervous, "I was thinking, maybe we could have a proper date. One that doesn't involve demons. Something... normal." "Makoto... I think I'd like that," Rei said, caught a little off guard and feeling the sudden urge to hug her. Up until now Rei had been the one to instigate things between them, aside from Makoto's original confession. In fact, Makoto had been down right cautious about making any moves. However, while the idea made her heart skip a beat, it hadn't escaped her notice that Makoto had avoided her question, and the sudden awkwardness she felt in the way Makoto held her hand wasn't just from asking if Rei wanted to go out with her. "But you know," Rei added, not wanting to scare her girlfriend off with her questions, "I really do have things to sort out, otherwise I would have gone with Usagi-chan. I don't mind taking a detour with you though. It's better to get school out of the way first, right?" She gave Makoto's hand a comforting squeeze. "And a girl needs time to get ready for a date after all!" Makoto did smile at that, but it was only a wan tweak of the lips. "I'm a girl too you know." Rei realised her blunder too late. "No, Mako, I didn't mean it like that. Never mind me, I'm just saying stupid things. Come on, let's get you sorted out for college and we can talk properly..." "Rei don't," Makoto interrupted, not moving an inch as Rei had started to walk on. Makoto let go of her hand, and Rei found herself worrying about what was wrong. Makoto so rarely let things get to her like this. "What is it? You avoided Usagi-chan's question at the Crown too. What's wrong?" Makoto just stood there, feeling awkward and unsightly as she stared at the ground. "I already went. I didn't sleep late. I haven't been to bed yet. Usagi-chan and me talked so late I thought it would be better if I just stayed up and got used to Japan time again." "So... what happened?" Rei asked, reaching out to take Makoto's hand again and stroking it with her thumb as she held it. Makoto smiled at the gesture, but it didn't stop her feeling like dirt, especially for lying to her friends, and to the beautiful young woman who was trying to help her. "Before we ended up in Seiji I was going to try and meet up with Ami-chan again, so she could tutor me. I was in big trouble Rei, I'm just no good as a student. I figured that if Ami-chan could help me like she used to, I'd be okay. "Then we all ended up in Seiji, and I've missed two months. I can't catch up now. Not in three weeks. My tutors say it's best if I re-take the year." "Oh Makoto," Rei said, wishing Makoto had told them. Of course it was obvious why she hadn't. Makoto had always been proud of living alone, of being able to get on without her parents, and only minimal support from the authorities. "It's not that bad. You'll have a head start next year. You'll be able to ace it then even without Ami- chan's..." Makoto didn't let her finish, and she scrunched her eyes shut as she finally admitted the worst of it. "I can't afford it!" Hearing Rei gasp was painful, it made her feel ashamed that she had let this happen, but Rei deserved to hear it. Makoto wouldn't allow herself to be comforted until Rei saw how much of a fool the real Makoto had been underneath her bravado. "I don't have enough money to re-take the year. I can only pay all the bills I've got because Matsubashi-san is going to let this go as my paid holiday for the year." "But what about your final year? You couldn't pay for it?" Rei asked, aghast. Makoto found a hiccough in her throat. "My savings were going to pay for it, but I can't make enough money to take an extra year and still pay for everything else. It's because I had to work that I couldn't study enough. Matsubashi-san even let me take my books when we had a slow day, and it still wasn't enough." "Makoto," Rei whispered, before taking Makoto into her arms and holding her closely. "Pay for it. We'll find a way to deal with the extra fees. Ami-chan's mother is rich, and so are Haruka-san and Michiru-san, maybe if we ask them..." Makoto shook her head. "I can't do that. It's not their problem. It's better to live with your mistakes, right? I shouldn't have bought such a big wardrobe, especially since nothing ever fits me anyway." It wasn't as if Makoto could avoid noticing the looks they were drawing. To see someone like her being held and reassured by a girl a full head smaller... "Be quiet!" Rei admonished. "So what if you have good fashion sense? You deserve better than this Mako. You were so excited about getting into that school, I won't let you throw it away just because you're too proud to ask for help. We're your friends, we're supposed to be there for each other. I don't want you to feel like this!" And Rei kissed her. Neither of them could avoid noticing the looks *that* drew, but she didn't care. She would suffer them for Makoto's sake, and when Makoto pulled away, she let her. Makoto, who could be so worried about what people thought and so worried about being in love with her, despite being such a strong person. "Come on, school can wait until this afternoon," Rei said, confidently taking Makoto's hand again and trying to dispel the girl's worries. "Let's clean out that apartment of yours!" And to her relief it actually seemed to work. Though she could have done with a moment to clean herself up again, Makoto's grip on her hand had regained that gentle, protective feeling that Rei was coming to know as Makoto's alone. *** A single beam of sunlight shone in through the crack in the curtains, casting its brilliant yellow presence across the pale celadon bed sheets. After hours slowly creeping across the room its bright edges finally alighted on Haruka's covered toe, and the tall young woman looked back over herself as the warmth slowly filtered through the light cloth. "Michiru, look, we have company." Beneath her lover, Michiru's eyes didn't even quiver as she stared up at Haruka's face. "Let it be." She grew a small, prankish smile. "If you have enough energy to joke then you can find me something to eat." Haruka had always been quick with her witty comebacks, as they both had to be around each other, but to her surprise Haruka just looked down at her. Her sandy hair had grown too long and it delicately brushed Michiru's cheeks as Haruka let gravity press their bodies together once again. "Let us starve." She had been lost in the whirlwind of their passionate reunion at first, but now with the day moving on Michiru had noticed how much more intense Haruka had been. Their kiss lingered as their lips brushed at each other. Intense, but very delicate, she had realised. Not that she minded in the least. She had craved it for so long that Haruka's touch, no matter how it came, was forever welcome. Michiru had been strong, she had soldiered on, but not a night had gone by without her wishing that somehow, someday, Haruka would be returned to her. The girl she had crushed on from afar, and had personally awakened into the ranks of the Sailor Senshi. A girl who knew what it was like to come from a family of money, and yet feel as though she had no family at all. The girl that had taken so long to open up to her. But it had all paid off. Their first night together had been magical, as had every night since. They had a strange relationship, Michiru was all too aware of that, but she didn't care. They had grown up too fast, and no-one else would ever understand their unique dynamic: they had not been the victims of school relationship fashions nor had the support of the media to know how to go about courting each other. They had discovered it for themselves. Then, having lost her love, Michiru had retreated away from the public eye that had come to admire her unique style and attitude. She had played her music, and she had painted, but not for them. She had needed the catharsis. She had been forced to face the cameras and reporters with a brave face, and had to be the support for Hotaru as she cried for the loss of her 'father'. Michiru knew Setsuna had tried to be there for her, but Setsuna herself was a unique and unusual person, and there had only been so many words from her that could actually give comfort. Thank God, then, for their princess. Usagi had been as much a support to her as she herself had been to the distraught girl, Michiru guessed. For all the self assured attitude that she and Haruka seemed to have, they were only human, and still young. Michiru had fallen apart more than once in Usagi's caring arms, and she had probably made just as much of a scene as Usagi had when they had grieved together. At least Usagi had been able to look somewhat adorable when she was distressed. Michiru knew the same could never be said about her. Red eyed, with her hair messed and her makeup streaming down her cheeks, hers was not a face that could afford her the luxury of crying real tears. Michiru let out a small moan as Haruka's arms slipped beneath her, holding her so protectively. Their bodies locked together in an almost perfect symmetry. If only she were taller, or Haruka shorter, it would not have been an 'almost'. She could not wait to stroll out in public again, her arm in Haruka's for everyone to see. But wait she would, as Haruka's legs entwined themselves more closely with hers. This was time for themselves alone. "Incorrigible," she whispered with that smile of hers as she wrapped her arms around Haruka's body. "If you have the energy to joke," Haruka replied, her face hidden in Michiru's hair, "then make love to me!" Had she been able to see Haruka's expression, Michiru would have paused at how serious she seemed. However, she didn't get a chance to fulfil that wish as the bedroom door was suddenly slammed open and in dashed their teenaged adopted daughter, her face glowing brilliantly at the promise of seeing her 'father' again. "Haruka-papa!" Or at least, it was until she saw just what she had barged in on. "Whaa..!" the young, bob-haired girl exclaimed, before her face lit up red and she spun around, clutching her schoolbag to her chest. "Michiru-mama! Haruka-papa! It's the middle of the afternoon!" she all but yelled before retreating back out of the room, closing the door behind her. Then, through the wood, Haruka and Michiru heard her small, sobbing voice. "Haruka-papa, I missed you!" A moment later Haruka opened the door, wearing only a simple dressing gown. Hotaru looked up to her from her place crouched by the door, and Haruka offered a hand to her daughter. "I'm missed you too Hotaru-chan. You don't know how much I missed you." Hotaru nodded, taking her hand and finding herself in a warm, comforting hug as she cried her happy eyes out. "Haruka-papa!" *** Minako looked over the plate of biscuits that Usagi set before her, and she couldn't help but fawn over the girlish designs. "How cute!" Usagi nodded, coloured with faint embarrassment at the praise. "Aren't they?" Ami took one of the small, bunny shaped cookies, as if studying it. "It almost seems a shame to eat them." Usagi didn't have that problem, and popped one into her mouth. "What else are biscuits for?" However, after a few chews her happy little grin faded. "They're still not sweet enough." Minako blinked at her, a pair of the baked rabbit ears sticking out from her lips. "Really?" She took a few more chews of her own. "I think they're okay." Ami nodded in agreement. She could tell what Usagi meant, they were a little plain compared to Makoto's treats, but then none of them could have matched Makoto for cooking skills, least of all herself. "Don't be hard on yourself Usagi-chan. You have improved a lot since moving in here." Usagi sighed and sat back on her pillow, munching thoughtfully. "I suppose so. I've got a long way to go though. Being a wife is really hard, and I'm not even married yet." "Usagi-chan," Ami scolded affectionately, "there is more to being Mamoru-kun's wife than cooking for him." "But I still want to," Usagi replied, remembering her old daydreams. "I know I can't be the perfect wife, but I still want to try. I don't want to be a useless woman who can't do anything." Minako found it hard to get her head around that, for one simple reason. "Being Sailor Moon is useless now?" Curled up beside the table Luna agreed. "You might still have a lot to learn about homemaking Usagi, but you do have other things to worry about that normal girls don't." Usagi smiled at the complement and rewarded Luna with a biscuit for her trouble. "Thanks Luna." Sitting beside Minako Artemis eyed the free goody enviously. "Hey, why does Luna get the cookie?" "Because she can be supportive of a girl's efforts," Minako replied, as if quoting from some great book of common familial lore. "Well I can tell her how good they are once I've tried one," Artemis replied, a little sour, but Usagi just smiled at him and passed another bunny biscuit over to his side of the table. "No-one gets left out in my house," she said proudly as Artemis nodded in thanks and started to chow down. In moments the confection was gone, and he smacked his lips thoughtfully. "Well, it was a little bland, but far better than anything Minako's ever made!" Sitting politely next to him Minako didn't say a word as she knocked her knuckles over the back of her cat's head. "Hey, I was complimenting the biscuit!" Artemis defended weakly, while Minako glared at him. "You didn't have to insult me at the same time," she growled. "Now now," Ami said, trying to mollify them and failing to see how they could slip back into old habits so easily. "Let's not start that when we've only just arrived." For her own part Usagi just giggled. "Well *I* appreciate it Artemis. I'll make sure Mum gives you a proper supper tonight, not just the tinned stuff." Then she realised that it wasn't really her place to be offering such favours any more. "Oh, but I guess you'll be moving back in with Minako-chan, won't you?" Artemis just put his nose up in the air. "Not if she treats me like that I won't," he sniffed comically. Minako just mirrored his gesture. "Well I'm sure Mama will be happy not to have to feed you again." Ami shook her head. Sometimes her friends worried her. "You two..." "Well," Usagi sighed, looking at the clock, "I'd better go, or I'll be late for Michiru's lesson again. Thanks for coming guys. It's really nice to have you back." "Huh?" Minako blinked in surprise. "We're going? Since when have you had lessons besides college?" "Michiru-san has been teaching you?" Ami asked. The very idea of Usagi asking for tutelage impressed her. She knew from long experience just what lengths the girl would go to in order to avoid studying anything. "Well, I guess it was just an excuse to give us something to do," Usagi explained. "At least at first. If I want to be a proper lady, who better to teach me than Michiru-san?" Ami beamed at her, feeling very proud of her friend. "I'm glad you have taken such good initiative Usagi-chan. I'm sure Michiru-san has been very grateful for your company." Usagi just grinned sheepishly. "And vice versa. Hotaru-chan has been really kind as well. Umm, you can come along if you want. I'm sure she'd love to see you all too. And you can help me stand up for my cookies. Michiru-san is going to grade them for me." "Great!" Minako beamed, "Unlike some people, I have nothing to do until my agent gets back to me!" "Well, you go and have fun then," Luna said, as she got up and stretched. "I think I will find somewhere to take a nap before I have to head back home. I don't want to tempt providence with the 'no- pets' rule in this building for longer than I have to." Artemis laughed. "Especially after last time. That last pound you ended up in was a sty!" However, as the two girls got to their feet Ami found herself hesitating. "Actually Usagi-chan, I might not. I should probably start studying for my exams as soon as possible, especially after..." Minako cut her off mid flow. "Ami-chan." It was said with an understanding smile, but Minako wasn't going have that nonsense. "You've got time just to visit friends, right?" Ami stood silent for a second before she smiled in reply. She had already told herself that she had avoided Haruka's company for too long, and for all the wrong reasons. And, after all, even if they had been careful around each other after the battle with Galaxia, she and Michiru had become friends more quickly than some of the others had. "Yes, you're right." Then, as they all made for the hallway, Artemis called after them. "Hey. You know what, I'll come along. Someone's got to keep you lot out of trouble when Luna's not around." Minako turned to him and stuck out her tongue, before smiling at him. She wanted him there just as much as he wanted her around again. "That's the first sensible thing you've said all day! Come on," she said, flicking her hair over her should so that he could leap up and drape himself over his favourite perch. "Better." *** Michiru had wondered whether Usagi was going to make it to their normal lesson. With everything that must have been going on she couldn't have faulted her for missing it. Likewise she had idly wondered whether she would even have been allowed out of bed in time if Hotaru hadn't intervened. But the doorbell had rung, and there on her doorstep were the three young women. "You came after all," she said, smiling beautifully at them. "I would have let you off, you know. Still, I'm glad. Ami-san, Minako-san, it has been a while." Both of them nodded, accepting the formal but friendly hugs Michiru gave them. Both of them had forgotten just how elegant the young musician was, and in Minako's eyes, how well she filled the role of superstar that she herself one day aspired to take on. "Michiru-san, stylish as ever." Michiru bowed appreciatively. She was actually surprised at how openly friendly they both seemed to be. Before they had disappeared things had still been awkward between them, although they had all been making the effort to put the past behind them. It was quite a relief to see that their time away, however painful it must have been for them, seemed to have helped lay some of those demons to rest. Just as Usagi had helped her to do. Of all of the 'Inners' it was Usagi's open acceptance that had most caused Michiru's guilt to well up, and she was thankful that she had now managed to put those feeling behind her. "Thank you. You are all looking well. I do like what you have done with your hair Minako-san. It flatters you." Minako blushed at the compliment, glad that she had chosen to keep her netting hair veil. "Hee hee, if you like it then I know I'm onto a good thing!" Then, from behind her girlfriend, Haruka made her presence known. "If it isn't my favourite girls." Usagi didn't even hesitate in leaping over to her, almost tackling her in a cuddle. "Haruka-san, we missed you!" "We missed you too dumpling," Haruka said, laying an affectionate hand on Usagi's head. "You wouldn't believe how much." Usagi shook her head and looked up to the taller girl, her eyes moist. "No, I would." Haruka smiled and nodded before turning to the empty hall. "Hotaru, we have guests!" Then, as they waited for the raven haired teenager to appear, Haruka gave Minako a hug of her own. "Your folks forgave you?" Minako nodded, and gave her a knowing wink. "Eventually." After Minako let go Haruka turned to Ami, but the pair just smiled at each other. Usagi felt a curiosity fall over her at the strange, silent exchange between them, but beside her Michiru smiled an odd sort of smile as they finally gave each other a brief but obviously tender hug. "It's good to be home, isn't it Haruka-san?" "Yeah. It is." When Hotaru appeared the routine was repeated once again, and the younger girl leaped on the chance to ask about their 'adventure'. "Haruka-papa hasn't told me anything!" she groused, pouting with a quietly petulant air. One that might have been seen if you crossed Rei's brash wisdom with Ami's bookish and socially reserved intelligence. And, as Minako tried to fill her in, Michiru managed to manoeuvre herself next to Ami, still standing by the closed door. After what she had just seen it was clear that it was not just the younger girls who had put the past behind them. Haruka had been more worried and withdrawn than any of them when they used to get together, and yet all traces of that guilt ridden and self deprecating aura, at least on the surface, had been wiped away. "Thank you for helping her. She must have been a lot to deal with." Ami shook her head, a slightly subdued smile of her own on her lips. "No, we have all been very silly, I think. She has been a great help, and a wonderful friend." Michiru nodded, feeling proud of her girlfriend. Ami's praise was always worth a great deal to whoever received it. "I'm glad. Will you stay? You can help Usagi-san to learn the basics of cakes." Ami seemed to think for a moment, but it was an invitation she was too polite to refuse, and really, were her studies so important that she would turn down the time with her friends? "I will, thank you. You have obviously been a great help to her." Michiru just smiled diplomatically and gave a slight nod as she led her chattering daughter into the kitchen. That may have been true, but after everything Usagi had done for her and her family she was not egotistical enough to accept the compliment. Where would her air of mystery be if she did that? "Now Usagi-san, let's see how your biscuit practice turned out." From the living room Ami just watched the scene start unfolding and next to her, leaning on the kitchen worktop that separated the two rooms, Haruka watched with her, an amused smile on her face. "Now this I have to see." Ami nodded, taking a seat. "It should be... interesting," she agreed, knowing just who was in the kitchen trying to 'help'. "No Minako-san, that's the *plain* flour! Usagi-san, the self raising is the one just to the right." *** Tyranya blinked, staring up into the night sky, which had been filled with a bleak and un-warming midday sun only moments ago. She groaned loudly, wondering why she hurt as she lay on the grass of Juuban park. There didn't seem to be a single muscle in her body that didn't ache, and her head throbbed painfully. She must have hit it when she landed. Across from her she heard Kaizi's desperate voice, and Tyranya viciously shook her head to try and clear it. This was no time for her to worry about pain. She had friends to save. She could already see the edges of the burning dimensional tear beginning to shrink inwards upon themselves as Kaizi pulled frantically at the grass beneath her, screaming at the portal to finally spit her out. Tyranya scrambled back to her and grabbed her arm, her long, sharp nails biting into her friend's flesh as she pulled. "Come on, let her out!!" Tyranya snarled at the slowly shrinking disk of liquid space. As if on command both she and her companion found themselves hurtling backwards onto the moonlit grass, and no sooner had Kaizi been ejected then another pair of hands jutted through and into Tokyo's balmy air. Tyranya barely paused to take a breath before grasping at those hands and pulling again, while Kaizi could only look around her in ecstatic wonder. "We did it! We're out!" "Kaizi, come on!" Tyranya called back to her. "We can get everyone! Help me, we still have time!" That stern voice brought Kaizi back to the real world. "Yes Captain!" She too took the grasping hands in her own, and her muscular arms bulged as she put all her weight into her efforts. "I've got you Shivis!" With a shudder the incredible hold the portal had on those feathered hands suddenly let up, and the tall, slim young woman catapulted out of the ephemeral ooze like a cork from a champagne bottle. "Come on!" Tyranya all but screamed as the doorway continued to shrink, now only ten feet wide at best. "Where are you!?" Then, to her relief, the next pair of hands emerged, and with them the entire upper body of her next companion. Now, as more of them joined their sisters in their struggle for freedom, they barely had to wait for the portal's slack grip to loosen before they could haul their next sister out of their blasted homeland. And yet, the portal continued to shrink. "We didn't put enough power into it," Shivis whispered sorrowfully as the flames around the liquid disk began to dissipate. "I'm sorry... I didn't put enough power in to keep it open!" A large, imposing woman gave her a fang-toothed smile, caught half way through the gate and with only enough space to breath around her muscular waist. She looked back at the rip she was stuck in as the blackness that made up its surface began to leak out into the air. "You did your best Shivis. You found the weakness, and the fact that you could open it for any of us was more than we could have hoped for. But it's alright. Matinatia and Lapis have already gone." The raven skinned Maxill felt tears come to her eyes as she was told the fate of her twin. "No... They didn't... WHY!!?" The large woman shook her head, no longer matching Tyranya and Kaizi for power in trying to free herself. "It is better to die than remain behind. We will envy you lucky ones, so live well in our place." Her smile began to fail her as the oily portal slipped away, it's disappearance creeping up through her stomach more cleanly than any blade could ever have cut. "We love you, sisters." The survivors wept to see their oldest and proudest sister's body fall to the ground, the portal having severed her in two as it had vanished. The smallest girl, an animalistic and fox-like young thing, crawled to her and lifted the woman's head into her lap. "Kental, don't go..." But, while hardy, not even their kind could survive such a mortal wound, and Tyranya tried to comfort the girl as their friend's body slowly corroded away, leaving nothing but a mound of heavy, blackish earth to mark her passing. "Be strong, Aretsuki," Tyranya whispered through her own tears, taking the bawling girl in her arms. "You saw how brave she was. We have to be brave like her. Like a real soldier of the Dark Kingdom should always be." She looked up through her watery eyes, unafraid to let her weakness show through her tears. Such qualities were not to be ashamed of. "We will be able to live here. We will grow strong and we will make this world our own. It will be payment for the suffering we have endured, and for the lives of every sister that has been taken from us! We must make sure that none ever suffer that fate again!" She looked up to the faces of those strong souls who had survived with her. "We shall not be snuffed out. Make sure of that, everyone. Nothing is more important than each other's lives. We are all we have left." *** To Be Continued... *** Please send any comments and constructive criticism to: nutzoide@nutzoide.net They are always greatly appreciated, and there is no better reward for a writer than to hear back from the readers. Many thanks to Richard King for his proofreading assistance. (c) Nutzoide 2007 http://www.nutzoide.net